Monday, October 30, 2006
mmms. watched a show today and came across this phrase.
All that aint yours, glitter as gold.
All that is, worthless as stone.
alright, so its just another phrase. but hey it means more than that. pffft. its just so darn true how something thats not yours could seem so perfect and so fine. yet, when you attain it, it doesnt seem any different from any other junk lying around. just like how they say the grass is greener on the other side. you'd never appreciate what you have. all you think of is. ITS LACKING SOMETHING. IT HAS THIS AND THAT I DONT LIKE. we never really stop for a moment to say. theres something about it that makes it beautiful. its always abt the bad, its never about appreciation.
likewise for people unfortunately. and its sad, really. like you could do so much for a friend - sacrifices, commitment and all that. in the end, they only remember one thing - how you let them down. superficial people, humans. not to say im not human. but yeah, you get the drift.
its like. how do you expect others to be this and that when firstly, you arent even close to perfection. and the focus placed on a single flaw is more than enough to neglect and miss out on all the good. and it feels worse that a single mistake makes all your other efforts worthless. if you try to make up for that flaw? 100 positive attributes arent even enough. how sad is that. not to others maybe. but definitely so to me.
went to suntec with hazel yx and joyce. talking to them really helped and i feel so so so so relieved. =] joyce was working though. but we got free caramel fraps and smth else. teehee. =]
way ahead of you @ 1:35 AM
